One Month

One month....one month since I held you and had to say goodbye. One month and the pain has not eased, the tears still flow, and I still have no idea where to even begin,to pick up the pieces and rebuild my life without you here.

One month and there is not a day that I don't think of you, not a day that I don't wonder why. There is not a single day I don't cry for you.

One month since I held you, kissed you, and rocked you. One month.. it feels like forever but it seems so small when compared to the lifetime I have to live without you.

All I can do is hope baby girl. I hope that somewhere over that rainbow you are flying high above the clouds. I hope that someday I will hold you again in my arms....but until then, you will forever be in my heart ❤️